jason611

Do you ever feel like something's missing? And you can't figure out what it is? Your just so afraid of it not being there, That you lie to yourself instead, You think you've only forgotten, And you haven't  lost anything yet, But the back of your mind is where you never look, And even further back is the place it never left.

We need chaos in our lives, we crave destruction, we beg for catastrophe, because if we don't have these things to act as a form of exorcism or catalyst for us; we start to notice these things in ourselves. And that's what we don't want. You see we can deal with wars, we can deal with terrorism, we can deal with stock market collapse, and economic collapse, we can deal with these things. But once we start to notice this chaos within ourselves? That's what were really afraid of. We'll take a million September 11th's over one moment of true insight towards our self-hate.

In the beginning there was nothing but a thought. An idea of existence, manifested instantly because time hadn't been created yet. A set of laws came with this instant existence. You can call them scientific, but they are the laws of the Universe. Once a Universe has been set in motion, time can neither be sped up nor slowed down, only frozen. Not by wanting to stop time, but realizing it doesn't exist. It's only an illusion. If not for the lunar movement above us would we even have the conception of time? Day and Night? Or would we focus on the present? Without time there is no ego, because the ego only lives in the past and future. The life